not exactly sure

Tonight, for some inexplicable reason, I feel incredibly lonely.

The Moon is a remarkable one; 30% bigger and 15% brighter, and some 22,000 miles closer to Earth.  It's being referred to as a "super moon," but this phenomenon is simply the perigee of the Moon's orbit.  No photograph of it does any justice.  I've had to simply look up and ponder.

I love solitude and privacy, but retreating to my distant castle before midnight makes me feel like I'm beating the clock lest I turn into a pumpkin.

http://youtu.be/STK9a0eB390

What is next for me?